Been couple of weeks since my final semester begins, and I am at the moment where I have 3 things in mind that I have to deal and settle with. It’s the new semester and many things happened to me and sometimes trying to handle all this at once aren’t easy. I have assignments, tutorials , an event for my society that Im working on and also with my client. I choose to do all this and Im still here figuring out everyday what to do next and keep going. Sometimes, procrastinator in me hits real bad and Im delaying all my works.

One small thing that I actually forgot or I could say took for granted was my relationship between me and my Creator. I was busy with all the stuff and I didn’t start off my semester with my Creator. I realized something went missing, the emptiness between me and Him. One day, I woke up for Fajr prayer and after the prayer I feel really good about myself. Remember Him once after I woke up from sleep and I prayed that my journey for the day will be smooth and ease. And, I believe the power of Dua’a do leads you to better day. I felt so closed to him and I try not to miss anymore my prayer.  It makes me happier every time I reach him.

Based from Surah Al Mulk in the Al Quran:

Allah have stated : “(He) who created death and life to test you (as to ) which of you is best in deed- and He is the Exalted in Might, the Forgiving”.

[Al Mulk 2:30]

He tested me with my patience and with people in my life. One thing that I must remember that He is the only person that we, human should rely on . Not to other human, because people are meant to disappoint you.  I have been wasting my time trying to please everyone that I met and I have learnt my lessons. Always remember to think about your own happiness first, then parents blessing are a must. Seek for his guidance and blessings. I personally believe that whatever you do or involve with, always and always ask your parents blessings. Sometimes, kids around my age feels like it is not important to seek for parents blessings or ask them for guidance in life but the truth is we all need that.  They are times when we choose to be arrogant and feel on top of the world or feel you know everything and capable of doing things on your own, but is that hat you really want? Succeed in life but no blessings from parents and Him? From my perspective, its about how He tested you in a way you didn’t even realize it .

Someone told me this,” Manusia datang dalam kehidupan kita antara jodoh atau dugaan”.

Whenever I remember this phrase I always reflect myself not to be selfish or arrogance  with what I have now. I look at things in different way, where it is not all about temporary people but how do you choose to continue your life with or without people that you loved and care for. Each one of us always have to make a choice. Make the right one.